Shade of Thoughts

Thoughts were only the assets i had always played with,
Life of mine was entwined within the subtle nature of thoughts,
In the shadow of dark shades ,
Thoughts lend me courage to follow the shadow of my choice,
Which seemed to be fading as i followed,
The shade too was against my choice,
I got into dilemma for the choice i made,
My conscience and the unparallel world of shade let me into thoughts of conflict,
I felt conscience was on my side and the world of shade against me,
But shade showed me the way out of dark shades,
And conscience warned me for what i was choosing,
Conflict between this two were like choosing a truth displayed in two forms,
There seemed no answer to this conflict,
But one thing was sure, to opt for one and to decide
Again while thinking for this there heave out another conflict within this conflict,
This conflict by far seemed to be heavier than the thoughts were,
And this time i didn't have a choice to make out,
On one hand there was consicence and on the other there was path of shade to follow,
Between this two was a conflict that gave rise to another conflict,
I felt my life would only circumscribe within the boundary of this conflict,
As i was in no way good to find, how really to get out of this conflict
This conflict made me not only feeble but also fearful,
I didn't had the prowess to ponder for way out of this,
Life within this conflict had turned out to be meaningless and even more worthless,
I had abandoned every ray of hope,
Life was standstill in the world of shades,
And to my misfortune i had to stay with these conflicts of mine,
But these conflicts taught me way out of my own-self,
As it was only me who gave rose to those thoughts,
And those thoughts were the real shades,
Which had build the world of shades by its own prowess
But i choosed not to give rise to another conflict out of this,
I made another way out of those path of shade.