Faded green grass,brown dried twigs,moist mud, and sunlight rays subtely pierced our moment and made us feel free to enjoy it together.Lying down apart with folded hands above forhead, we enjoyed the sunbath.

Every rays gave heave to mixed thoughts and you know why that thoughts were mixed.

You silently raised the question to my ear, personal and touching.I felt the warmth of your question but as usual i explained you the don'ts.You are someone,who undesrtands me, better.

I know u care about me ,but u must understand me to my degree.

Then you wouldn't raise any question and feel the way i feel.

I have choosen a path that's best for everyone.

Though it hurts but you say me, how can i be a man without it?