It's a Different Life!!!

Far from home again but this time the spirit is different

then what it used to be.
This time i'm away from myself
Places known only by name
Deludes the name and puts a veil

But i walked as i always did
this time i'm walking to work
Work that i have to learn to perform better
work that consist of stages
get trained,perform,present,learn more
And go on performing

To get trained,i was in Delhi & then in Haryana, with my group
Landed there by flight,got cheated by taxi driver
"Delhi is great",that was our first impression
Reached late at the office, next day
 No one said anything, later we heard the echoes
Met people,more people everyday
Learned to ask just questions
Learned that showing (performing) is more important then knowing

One morning in Delhi,i woke up early this time
Opened the curtains
And there she was with her book
On a lounge dark brown and comfy
 She wore a payjama lose and dirt-white
There were less wrinkles on her attire
Seemed she had good day the day before
Her light-wet hair were floating
She tried to lock it behind her ear
But it floated again like a paper boat
Her face serene as pure thoughts
Talked abt her traits and her modesty

I floated as if i was in love with her
But I stumbled and fell
As it was not possible
Life for me have a different path
And she couldn't be a part of it
And i always knew
That i couldn't be a part of her
Training part was over,we were back to Mumbai
And other groups had also reached
Some were on their way
To present our performance
Then,we would get our profiles & locations
Where and where, we would work
Slowly everyone started heading to their locations
As we know,separation is a part of life
Different lifes that was one for a while
Was separating,
Just because everyone has a part to play
In his life,
And everyone was playing it with a smile on their face
but tears were sweeping the surface of their heart.

Faded green grass,brown dried twigs,moist mud, and sunlight rays subtely pierced our moment and made us feel free to enjoy it together.Lying down apart with folded hands above forhead, we enjoyed the sunbath.

Every rays gave heave to mixed thoughts and you know why that thoughts were mixed.

You silently raised the question to my ear, personal and touching.I felt the warmth of your question but as usual i explained you the don'ts.You are someone,who undesrtands me, better.

I know u care about me ,but u must understand me to my degree.

Then you wouldn't raise any question and feel the way i feel.

I have choosen a path that's best for everyone.

Though it hurts but you say me, how can i be a man without it?